The Internet Needs To Know: Bear had me come, the first full orgasm in one-and-a-half years and a bit. And, he told me he wanted me to come only when I had his cock in my mouth, so I’d associate sucking him off with the pleasure of orgasm. Fun. Orgasm control, not orgasm denial: I’m …
We hosted a MAsT session at our house, and one of the guests told us that at the entrance to the “Dungeon” at La Domaine, there is a sign: “It’s not about what you can take, it’s about what you can give.” I like that sentiment. It may seem self-evident if you’ve played with BDSM …
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Nothing much changes for months, and then a bunch of stuff does within weeks. Fun! We’ve been to a D/s intensive, “Delving into Power“, we have a new ritual and another one we’re going to experiment with, and I had my first-ever nocturnal emission. I’d call it a “wet dream” but it really wasn’t that. …
A few weeks ago, Bear ordered me to come. Again. And I asked him to please not make me. He looked puzzled for a moment, then obliged. As I’m writing this, it’s been a little over five weeks since I last came, and it feels a lot better than coming every 2 weeks. There were …
On our 19th anniversary, Bear said “It’s a shame you have a hard time reaching yourself when I hump you. I really like it when you stroke yourself.” Eh? Wut? I don’t have a hard time reaching myself, I just didn’t ask for permission to stroke because I thought it’d be, you know, improperly submissive. …