Dorky Orgasm Tracker

For my own amusement mostly (easily amused, me), I’ll be tracking here when I came, and maybe how. I promise not to create pie charts.


11/25/17 Without permission, hands-off. A bit different that time, there was no “I went too far” moment, from “nice” to “I’m going to come” in an instant. Preceded by prolonged tease. Change made: No more very prolonged teasing.

11/13/17 Without permission, hands-off.

10/7/17  Bear valiantly tries to get himself off two days in a row, and brings me close again and again in a bid to raise his own excitement. He keeps me whimpering on the edge just a little too long, and I have a ruined orgasm. He tells me it’s okay, not my fault.

9/14/17  Estimated day. Some Thursday in September. Bear decides he wants me to come.

7/7/17  After some cock bondage and hanging 5+ pounds off my balls, Bear has me get on all fours and strokes me. When he gets tired, he allows me to bring myself close. I come hands free, on all fours. Loved it.

6/29/17  Don’t remember the particulars :).

4/28/17   Bear kept stroking me as I came. Oww oww oww. Intense, which I love, but intense.

4/1/17   While in Cabo San Lucas. April Fool’s orgasm?


12/3/16   After getting Bear off through frottage, he has me get close again, then finishes me off.

11/29/16   I don’t warn Bear in time, and after ten seconds or so without stimulation, I come.

10/9/16   Sooner than expected. Hurrah. 🙂

8/11/16   We’re on a mini-vacation in Florida when Bear decides to make me come, after getting me close four or five times.

5/16/16   Bear “resets” me by ordering me to come, after I had ejaculated without permission a week earlier. The contractions are so strong my taint hurts afterwards.

03/31/16   Bear let’s me come, then the next day says he wanted to give me something to remember our trip by, as it’ll be a while again before I come. Unf.


12/06/15 (or thereabouts)   During mutual masturbation.

11/22/15    Bear has me straddle him and teases me. It’s so intense it’s painful. That’s a new one. Then, when I am stroking him, he continues bringing me close, and eventually gets me over the edge though he didn’t mean to. Mercifully, he does stimulate me during this orgasm. Holy. Fuck.

10/31/15    Bear gets me close a few times, then brings me over the edge and stops stimulating me. That was frustrating. He didn’t mean to frustrate me, he says.


09/18/15    I’m feeling lonely and my mind’s going to destructive places. Against Bear’s wishes, I tease myself and come. Without stimulation during the orgasm.

08/14/15    We are vacationing in Florida. Bear teases me while I suck him off, muses aloud whether to let me come, then doesn’t. The next day, he holds my cock while I stroke him to orgasm, then he brings me close again and allows me to come.

07/26/15    Bear tells me he’ll treat me by making me come, because I’ve been good. He starts stroking me, I ask to be allowed to suck him off. He fucks my face while still stroking me, and times it so I come right as he explodes in my mouth. It doesn’t get better than this.

06/21/15    Bear, on a whim, has me come with him after getting me close a couple of times. “Because you didn’t see that coming,” he says. That orgasm is so intense my taint and balls hurt.

06/13/15    I play around with Skyrim sex mods, wearing ball weights and shaft / glans rings. I see my character raped repeatedly, wearing thigh cuffs very similar to the ones I wore with Bear in a rape scene just a little while ago. I think back to that scene and get so excited I come without touching myself. Luckily, Bear is amused, even pleased, not angry.

06/03/15    Bear lets me come a week or so after our anniversary, when I no longer expect it.

02/21/15    Bear binds me to a four-poster in a nice spa, teases me, I go from “we’d better stop right around here” to point of no return in about 0.5 seconds. Without stimulation during the orgasm.

02/07/15    Bear teases me, I tell him I’m close, he gives me one more stroke. I can’t hold on. Without stimulation during the orgasm.

01/09/15    Bear brings me close a few times, then tells me I am allowed to come. Happy new year :).


12/05/14    I blatantly disregard Bear’s command and stroke myself in the shower.

11/19/14    Bear tells me to masturbate and come on his belly.

10/28/14   I play with my “package” and come without permission. Bear rules it an accident.

8/13/14    Bear wants a frot session more than he wants me denied.

5/24/14    Wedding anniversary orgasm.

4/22/14    I come without permission, again, this time because I was squeezing my cock.

3/21/14    Bear “resets” me.

3/10/14    I (ab)use my Njoy toy and come without permission.

1/15/14    New Year’s Day orgasm, delayed by Bear’s whim.

(half of 2013)

11/28/13    Because it was Thanksgiving.

11/1/13    Bear’s birthday gift to himself.

9/22/13    Bear strokes me to orgasm, and it’s almost painfully pleasant.

9/6/13    With permission, and that’s all I remember.

8/27/13    I ejaculate without permission using a vibrator. At the time I didn’t think this was an orgasm, but yeah it was – and it was a warning of things to come (oh the pun), which I ignored.

8/17/13    Truly lovely, bondage and teasing and sensation play. First orgasm after figuring out that the key to obedience is not touching my frenum.

7/28/13    While in Aylesbury, after a bit of bondage. I came without permission and this was the orgasm that got me to really looking into ways to help me be obedient. At the time I thought that had to be a device.

7/24/13    While in Scotland. Lots of fun.


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