Kinky fancies

And what became of them. In no particular order.

Caged and fucked

As a farewell fuck for the old mattress, we were going to lock me into that way-too-small cage that made me come from the sheer pressure before, have me eat the cum, then Bear was going to fuck me while I’m wearing the cage.

What actually happened is that we fiddled with it for 10 minutes, couldn’t get the lock to close because compressing my dick in there made it just about impossible to align the whole contraption, gave up on it, and worried briefly about the edema that had left on my foreskin. Then Bear allowed me to stroke while he fucked me (“That’s what you get to do because we couldn’t get that cage on you”), and just as he was nearing his climax, he got a splitting headache, and we called the whole thing off.

Classic. I hope those headaches aren’t back for good, he struggled with those before.

On the plus side, the new mattress looks really good. I’m looking forward to my first night’s sleep on it.

Denied for years

In my mind, when Bear was eventually going to let me come again, it was going to be this big kinky production. Bondage would be involved. I’d be “forced” to eat my cum. Maybe I’d wear a plug. And so on.

What actually happened is that we were masturbating each other in a 69, which is our go-to position, and I got really, really close. Bear stopped stroking me but left his hand on my dick. Roughly 20 seconds later I said “I am going to come, Sir”, because that was inevitable. He looked surprised. I kept focusing on him, and in the next 5 or 10 seconds I did come. He didn’t move his hand, just said “It’s okay” when I came. Shortly after that he came himself. I thanked him, he thanked me, and we cleaned up. And that was it. My orgasm was a non-event.

And in retrospect that is so fucking hot. When I told him how much I enjoyed that he didn’t do anything, didn’t stroke me, didn’t make it about me, he said that was a deliberate choice. I’m a lucky pet.

Oh, and, usually after sex I remain unlocked, if only so I can clean the cage. Bear has been giving me several days unlocked, but this time, the next morning, he said “Hey while you’re in the shower, clean the cage so I can put it back on you,” then that evening, he locked me back up. I had been looking forward to being free to play with some PA jewelry. I’m happy he wants me locked up, instead.

Caged dick

This fantasy came true, it just took over a year of back-and-forth and adjustment of sizing and a new pin and a new tip and then a whole new device because reasons and I wanted a 10mm PA pin.

The Evotion Bijou I have now, with an overlapping bigger tip, works great. I’ll stick a picture at the end of this post. It’s entirely comfortable. There is some fluid buildup in my foreskin when I wear it for a week, but nothing major, and taking it off for a day or two has that go down again.

Bear is having me wear the thing more frequently, with shorter uncaged periods, which is hot. He said “we need to make sure it still works”, when we had some pillow talk, and I asked “that what still works, Sir?”. “Your ability to not come without a cage, for months”, he said. So, that’s in my future, too. Both are great.

I have a new cock ring, the Primal Energy. This thing is the Better Mousetrap of cock rings, with its tapered design. I got it 5mm smaller than my usual, and it is entirely comfortable, and never threatens to slip off, or actually slips off, like the other does when I sweat a lot. I love every part of it. Bear had locked the cage on me while I was wearing the ring, and of course with it being a bit smaller, it wouldn’t slip over the cage and come off again. One of our protocols is that I wear the ring only in the house. I told Bear that it wouldn’t come off without unlocking me, he thought about it briefly, and said “it’s alright”. Huge bonus: When I am caged, I am allowed to wear a ring while out and about. When uncaged, I’ll still take it off when leaving the house. “Of course”.

12mm PA jewelry

That’s a thing now, if only while uncaged, and not always. 12mm Gorilla Glass is doable; 12mm steel is still too heavy, that’s 1/4 lbs of ring, and that just won’t stay comfortable for even an hour. I can wear the 11mm steel for a couple days, and that’s 1/5 lbs, so go figure, dicks are special snowflakes. I ordered a 12mm titanium ring, which will arrive “freaking eventually”, and I pondered getting yet another Bijou, this time in 12mm, and then decided that was silly. Also really expensive. As long as I can stretch from the 10mm Bijou to 12mm ring in a couple days without pain, every time the cage comes off, that’s good enough, right? Yeah, right. Well. I do want to see where we’re going with the cage, first, I’ve been wearing it off and on for just a few months.

Automated edger

Well I came, so now I can think about other things that carry the risk that I come. Like that automated edger contraption. I have too many other unfinished projects to take on a new one, though. I’ll just keep fantasizing for now.