Because Reasons, I stretched my PA to 11m. This time, I did not use a taper. I just tried an 11mm bent barbell, until after a week or so, it slipped right in. I am loving it. It weighs just under 1/8 of a pound, which makes it very noticeable while still comfortable. It fills …
Spit-roast fantasy During the last MAsT meeting, we talked about fantasies and aspirations, and what keeps us from making fantasies reality. I fantasize about giving someone with female genitalia an orgasm daily, oral or otherwise. That fantasy isn’t worth pursuing because I’d need to end my relationship with Bear to do so. Bear fantasized about …
I’m looking back to the last 8+ months of denial, and what we both learned, as prompted by a post on Fetlife. Before I get to that, a surgery update: The excess scar tissue (pic at the bottom of that post) that has been bothering me for a half year or longer is gone. I …
We have never used a cock cage around here. Sometimes, even with years of conditioning behind me, I will stroke myself when not allowed. I asked Bear to be allowed to wear a cage when I realize I can’t control myself, or for extended travel, and he said he was fine by it. I was …
It’s Christmas Day, and Bear was feeling extra horny. Mutual masturbation around midnight, then oral in the afternoon. After, I asked whether we could speak about our denial play a bit. I was struggling, I said. I really really wanted an orgasm, and, I know I am better off denied. Bear asked me whether I …