And what became of them. In no particular order. Caged and fucked As a farewell fuck for the old mattress, we were going to lock me into that way-too-small cage that made me come from the sheer pressure before, have me eat the cum, then Bear was going to fuck me while I’m wearing the …
One year since Bear agreed to try longer-term orgasm denial with me, without the use of a chastity cage. In that time, I ejaculated twice: One involuntary nocturnal emission, and an ejaculation when trying on a cage. Ironically enough. Lesson learned: When desperate enough, a tight cage will cause me to ejaculate. For the past …
I’m looking back to the last 8+ months of denial, and what we both learned, as prompted by a post on Fetlife. Before I get to that, a surgery update: The excess scar tissue (pic at the bottom of that post) that has been bothering me for a half year or longer is gone. I …
It’s Christmas Day, and Bear was feeling extra horny. Mutual masturbation around midnight, then oral in the afternoon. After, I asked whether we could speak about our denial play a bit. I was struggling, I said. I really really wanted an orgasm, and, I know I am better off denied. Bear asked me whether I …
I’ve been denied for 6 and a half months now, and it looks likely that Bear will indulge me to extend that to a year. Or two. Or longer? I am alternately struggling with that thought, and deeply grateful. On the one hand, this is what I asked for. It excites me to be denied …